Fuck The Bullshit

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October 2011

Is it weird that I'm stalking my facebook inbox

…so I can see whether or not my neighbor wants to go running with me lmao!! I am such a sorry sap. lol I really am excited to go running tomorrow morning. I’m cheesing because I’m ready to be exhausted, breathless and tired af. It means I’m 1 step closer to reaching my goal of kicking some Chicago ass!! WOOOOOOO!! lmao woo I really am the moodiest person I know. I guess I...

If Your Dreams Do Not Scare You, They Are Not Big...

Well I’m petrified. Enough said.

Now someone tell me what the fuck LGBTQUIA stands...

why-lips-smile: I think people are forgetting that acronyms are supposed to make things simpler and shorter.

Call her, text her. It only takes a moment to let...

Actually it’s WAY better to do that in person but whatever. I guess if a text is good enough for that woman then that says a lot about that woman.

I'm extremely attached to fictional characters.

…in books that I love. I’m extremely attached to Janie in Their Eyes Were Watching God. If you know me, then you can pretty much figure out why. It’s kind of obvious but yeah she kind of mirrors my life…or the life I’m avoiding but in a different time period.

My soul dances free

OMG!! I haven’t felt this good in ages!! I literally just want start singing @ the top of my lungs. I won’t. lol Yo, I just got back from meeting with a Navy recruiter. smh. The guy I spoke to on the phone was real chill. I think I would have enlisted today, had he been then one I saw in the office. Everytime I looked @ this woman all I think of was dollar signs. I mean, that’s...

September 2011

onmythrone: I know I said I was going to take a hiatus..but who am I kidding..writing is my outlet.

Today was a good

..maybe I’m speaking too soon. Not going to lie I was on some out of this world tilting on depression shit this morning. lmao It was like I was high and depressed @ the same time. My plan was to holla @ my aunt on the way to my bus stop. So apparently today is a holiday, so my sister didn’t have school so I didn’t have a ride from my aunt because she didn’t have to get up...

Today I grow up

Today is the first step to becoming a grown woman. I’m going to confront my family about my decision. *breathe* I’ve been putting it off because everytime I wanted to speak I could feel the waterworks start up. I don’t know why I want to cry. This is the smartest plan for my life that I could possibly make. I’m young, single, childless and planning on staying that way for...

I'm not as fearless as I thought

..but that’s good. I was really scared for a minute there that I had become fearless. I had this emptiness that I thought was growing. I know that I keep making stupid moves but I do love living. So, I was on the bus, full of odd people, and it was it inch by inch traffic. I knew I wouldn’t get home until dark. smh I started strategizing on how I’d walk home and what I’d do...

“Have a mind that is open to everything, and attached to nothing.”

– Tilopa (via lazyyogi)

I am honestly getting tired of getting dressed for...

Everyday it’s jeans and a tee. I miss the security of high school where I could wear basically nothing to school and not feel like I had to protect myself 24/7. I hate the fact that I have to catch the bus and dress appropriately for the bus and all the fuckin weirdos I come in contact with. I miss my heels and mini skirts and dresses!! I pass them in my closet everyday knowing that we will...

Damn. I have to actually get out of bed and face...

The world just seems so damn scary, now. But I have to do it. Smile plastered. Homework done. Okay I’m halfway there so I should accomplish something today.

“Alice: How long is forever? White Rabbit: Sometimes, just one second.”

– Lewis Carrol (via loveyourchaos)

“I think one of the key ways for women to gain and keep power is...”

– Sandra Cisneros is the author of “Caramelo,” “Loose Woman, Woman Hollering” and “The House on Mango Street.” Notable Women: Advice to Generation Next. (via sexismandthecity)

thepoetsspace: What’s a girl gotta do — to get close to you?

melodicdiction: kashmeare: I want a man who is encouraging and who inspires me to be better, and someone who will let me be the same for him, as well. In my opinion, this is literally the most important factor in finding a partner.